I'm not going to lie. I did want a boy. The disappointment only lasted a few seconds though. As I was looking at the ultrasound there was really no going back. Not that there was to begin with. From that moment on I knew that this was my child. The new love of my life. All of the cute nicknames started to pop up in my head. My Powerpuff, my little girl, little Lillith, and still my pain in the butt. My Lion King imagination with me holding up my little cub soon turned into something else entirely. I need to protect my child and teach her to be independent and follow her dreams. Of Course I wanted all of these things for if my child was a boy. In the end being a girl myself really plays a part in how I want her to turn out. How many of YOUR qualities do you want them to have? I'm excited to have a girl and when I found out how much my Mothers wanted me to have a girl it only grew. To make my mom happy as well as Nathans isn't something that I think will happen very often. |
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I am currently 15 weeks pregnant and am close to finding out the gender of my baby.
One of the funnest things for me about being pregnant is thinking about shopping for my child. I say this because the odds are that I'm not going to actually buy any of it. I just Pinterest it and Wish List it. I am pregnant with my first child and in all honesty as much as I'd love to go all out and have everything match I know that I am just gunna get whatever it is that I need. I am fine with that. This is me dreaming that 'If It's A Boy' I could do this Disney's Lion King Cub theme. I am a big Disney dork myself and I love the thought of thinking of my baby boy as my little cub. Maybe my dreams will come true if I save. That alone will be a task for this money wasting woman. |
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